Infinite Finite-ness

We are infinite beings living in finite bodies.

All these places you have identified, places that grip, places that harden in conviction, accusation, despair, places that are in pain as you judge and criticize yourself and others. You can imagine them in an energetic way. They are areas that become more dense in our energy body. 

They are constructs of belief that act like blinders, pointing you towards only one way, when the ALL is just hidden behind that facade. What if for a moment you could dissolve all those constructs that block our view? Even just a little bit.

Look, being a human in a body IS to become myopic, it is already built in. We will never fully grasp all that there is, we are simply not built for it. Our eyes can only see so many colors, our ears hear only so many sounds. And this is also part of it, we come into these dense physical bodies to narrow the incredible expanse of spirit in order to learn. In order to have particular experiences and understandings. 

AND that narrowing in no way expresses the truth of ALL that is lurking behind it. Filling it, plumping it up.

Yet, there is an unnameable quality that people have been experiencing since the beginning of time. A subtle and deep urging, a sudden sense of warmth, love or peace. Synchronicities that challenge the analytical mind while they show the deep, deep interconnection of all things. Something that if we grasp at it too quickly we lose it, yet it walks forward with us in every moment, waiting for us to remember. 

What sensations do you have in this moment when you propose this to your body- That behind each breath, gesture, each turn of attention, each sigh is the full force of ALWAYS. Of INFINITE SOURCE AND ESSENCE. The subtle body in all its expansive glory. We are costuming ourselves in this life, yet in your eyes and in your heart I see that you know the truth.

What if you could not just see the forest through the trees, but the molecules in the bark, that insect, the dirt, and the leaves? Then beyond that into the empty space in each molecule. What if you sank further and could see the dark nothingness that pours forth all light? What if you felt right here and right now the endless pulse that moves in you and through you?

As you take a moment imagine the structure of you– as in feel your realness and density, then imagine it all plumping out with nothingness, with a pungent alive vibrating emptiness.